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“Scary Loopy Vision”

 

Description from Vampire Chickie Ravin: Just to explain this pick. I was born completely blind, I was blind till I was 6 years old, in those years I went through 3 experimental surgeries at a Bronx hospital that specialized in that sort of thing. The 3rd surgery, just after my 6th birthday, was conclusive. I'm still legally blind in one eye, I can only see blotches of black, grey, and white out of it, but my other eye is pretty much fine except for far sightedness, the bad eye is near sighted by the way, how's that for wonky! O.o I woke up tonight/this morning, whatever, heh, with what I call loopy vision. You know how your vision gets when you've looked directly at the sun or a light bulb...well, it's something like that, great big splotches and little speckles of bright, BRIGHT, light all through my vision. My hubby is asleep, and sleeping deeply, which he hasn't been able to do lately, so I wont wake him, he needs the rest so badly. I'm just freaking out, I get so scared when something like this that I don't understand, happens. I don't know what it's from, or why it's doing this, and whenever my vision goes weird, all that flashes through my mind is a paralyzing fear of being trapped in the dark again. I think I'm typing ok, I have braille on my keyboard keys. I insisted on getting the specialized keyboard out of sheer paranoid crap. But at times like this, I'm so glad I insisted on getting it. I won't wake Brian up, but being here on LB, with my friends, even if there's hardly anyone here chatting, helps to keep me from panicing, and helps to drive the fear a little further from my mind. Sorry, I know, long winded, I'll shut up now. Hugs to all.

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  1. KittyMom Linda
    KittyMom Linda says:

    911 – don’t wait. I will be checking again to see that you have, indeed, done this. I mean it! DO IT – NOW – mother said so!

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    Vampire Chickie Ravin says:

    It’s cleared up mom, I’m okay now, I promise. And Brians up now too, if it comes back, I will indeed go to the ER. Promise.

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    Mary S - Sweet Chick says:

    YES!!!! 911!!!
    Please don’t wait Ravin!!!
    Listen to your Kitty Mom!!

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    Mary S - Sweet Chick says:

    Hehe! Looks like we were typing at the same time! Keep us posted my friend. :-)

  5. Daisy Chick - Dawn
    Daisy Chick - Dawn says:

    I’d call 911 too. Get that checked out your sight is such a treasure. My dad fell lasst we and we decided to call 911. Long story short he is in a nursing home for strength building and therapy for 3 weeks. We found out he was being over-medicated. Best thing we ever did. By the way I wish you well and I like your pick even if it scared you.

  6. Green Eyed Lady Chick
    Green Eyed Lady Chick says:

    Hey kiddo no fooling around please talk to your Dr and get checked out!! We don’t want you to be in the dark.Hugs and prayers. Remember you are not alone.

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    Vampire Chickie Ravin says:

    I will definitely get it checked, I’m just glad it’s over for now.

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    Vampire Chickie Ravin says:

    Gah! Hubby just got on me too, for not waking him up, says I should of, cuz him taking care of me is more important to him than sleep. Gawd, I love him so much.

  9. Purple Chick aka Violet
    Purple Chick aka Violet says:

    Ravin, please get this checked out …. You are much too precious…. and your sight is very important…..
    I am only on line a very short time this morning…. have to fly to Atlanta today…. but I will check back later today….
    Take care of yourself , my dear friend !!!!!!!

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    Vampire Chickie Ravin says:

    Thank you Violet, and I will get it checked, I promise, have a safe flight. Heh, I’m about 2 1/2 hours from Atlanta, lol :D

  11. FaeryGoth Chick
    FaeryGoth Chick says:

    Ravin, please see a doctor about this! As the others said, your sight is so precious, need to take good care of it. I hope you are feeling ok now… thinking of you xxx

  12. AllureofGemsGlamJulia
    AllureofGemsGlamJulia says:

    Ravin, You got plenty of good advises here. So, be a good girl toward your health and best to you :)

  13. Kitty Chicky Cat
    Kitty Chicky Cat says:

    O my goodness!! OK, I’m going to play annoying sister here… Have you seen the doctor yet?! What did he say?! How are you feeling now?! Go to the ER right away if it ever happens again!! You need to take care of yourself!! I’m glad your eyes are doing better and I’m glad you have such a good man!! I’ll pray for your health!! Be well!!

  14. Sali Jo GemsChica Chick
    Sali Jo GemsChica Chick says:

    Did you pay attention to all the chicks who love you and SAW A DOCTOR….could be stroke….GO SEE ABOUT IT!

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